God is working a miracle - maybe not what we may think is "right" or "good", but in His way, all things work for good for those who love Him. Go read Angie's post about this, for she is far more eloquent than I could EVER be - and hit the floor in prayer for baby Stellan and trust God.
I am a wife, mother, sister, daughter, friend, sinner, saint - bought by the precious blood of the Living God through Jesus Christ. This is just a glimpse of the life I live - my hands are full, but so is my heart! Enjoy!